MakotoTaka

So I thought I'd post a journal entry to inform my followers that I am in fact still alive; I've just been a little bit caught up with College (and Tumblr), also just a weird story right now because I'm really sexually frustrated. So I was really fucking horny and I went on pornhub to help 'relieve myself' and the video was pretty good (three different sexual scenarios with the same girl all inter-cut with each other) and I'm really close at this point and the video's getting pretty hot, when all of a sudden, while this chick is giving someone head, she bites his dick off. Yeah. And I'm just sat there like 'Welp. That just killed everything' and I couldn't get off and now I'm really fucking wide awake. Fucking pornos.

It's exam season!

I have a physics exam tomorrow that I'm not ready for...

Then I have an RE exam that I can't remember anything that I've learnt...

Then I have two history exams that I can't remember the dates that anything happened, or the people who made them happen...

I leave school on Thurday though... YAYY!!

I finally get to leave behind all the people who have made my school life a living hell! Huzzah!!

But I also have to get a gift for my form tutor who has practically raised me through school. (He got a new form every year and I was always in it... poor man)

I should probably go revise some more now...

So I'm thinking -I know, don't hurt yourself Evan- would it be totally weird to do a live stream for a fanfic??
I mean, on one side of the story it's be me talking, and on the other side it'd be the fanfic in progress.

What do you guys think? Would it be weird? Should I do it? Or would it be pointless??

By the way, I live stream on blogtv.com/people/MakotoTaka19… as MakotoTaka19

...and she knows.

Her very existence irritates me.

I've often thought about smothering her with a pillow while she's asleep.

She knows exactly how to piss me off.

It's okay though; the feeling's mutual.

We can't stand each other.

So we try talking about it.

Then we end up arguing.

Then fighting.

Then breaking up.

Then a couple a days later I'm back in her bed.

Or she's back in mine.

Whoever cracks first.

Because as much as I hate her, I can't stand being away from her.

We hate each other.

But we hate being apart from each other even more.

Because we're just using each other.

I use her to forget Jamie, and the depression.

She uses me to forget whatever's going on in her life.

So we go out an party.

And we get drunk.

And we get high.

And we fuck.

And we hate ourselves.

And we hate each other.

And we don't talk.

And we piss each other off

And then we talk.

And we argue.

And we fight.

And we break up.

And we fuck.

And we party.

And we get drunk.

And we get high.

And we fuck.

And we hate ourselves.

It's a mutual agreement.

In fact she's sat with me as I write this.

If I had to sum up our relationship in a song I'd probably have to pick two.
www.youtube.com/watch?v=PbTCem…
and
www.youtube.com/watch?v=BpwCJz…

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Five Facts About Me:
1. I drink. A lot.
2. If I had £100 I'd buy 100 things from the 99p shop and spend the remaining £1 at a £1 shop.
3. I have zero talent in social situations.
4. I tan the like a ginger person (that is to say, not at all)
5. I have a lower carbon footprint than most people because I'm a vegetarian who walks most places.


's Questions:

1. Did you realise that you are now breathing manually? I don't breath...
2. Do you like fish sticks? What do I look like, a gay fish?
3. Was your head resting on your left hand while you read all this? Nope.
4. If you could visit one place, fictional or real, and bring back ONE souvenir, where/what would it be? I would go to District 12 and bring back Peeta Mellark before he is chosen at the reaping.
5. If you were to deskflip right now, and it all got caught on film, how impressive would the destruction be? It would be destruction of BIBLICAL PROPORTION!!!
6. Do you play a musical instrument? If so, can you use said instrument to defend yourself should the need arise? Does drumming my hands on the table count as a musical instrument, if it is then I'd use them to back-hand people.
7. What's the most horrifying thing you've ever seen on deviantArt's front page? ...your mum.
8. Have you ever stayed up so long you started hallucinating? Every night mother fucker!
9. I know it's a controversial topic, but what are your opinions on (subject)? ...that's a painful topic... *cries in the corner*
10. Do you have a hard time thinking of questions for these things? lol... hard time... ahahahahaha oh wait... um, yeah I suppose.

My questions:

1. Can you hold your breath while answering all of these questions?
2. Monster or Rockstar (It's a matter of life and death)?
3. How would you survive the zombie apocalypse (hide it out, battle to the death with the infected, search for a cure etc)?
4. What's your preferred mode of transport?
5. On a scale of 1 to Hollywood Undead, how gangsta are you?
6. Have you noticed what the girl on the BT hotspots advert is needing quiet to watch www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ib6Auv… ?
7. WHO LIKES SHORT SHORTS?!
8. Pedo-bear is sitting behind you... just sayin...
9. Have you read The Hunger Games series? Which is your favourite book?
10. Children's televisions presenters must be high on crack most of the time. Yay, or nay?
11. Have you died from lack of oxygen yet??

I tag... clothes. I'm a shop assistant. Do it. I dare ya.